my bad

the first thing anyone said to me on my way to school was thaharah telling me that the As are in exactly four months' time. that equates to 120 days to cram piles of shit into my freaking head. and our bio and math syllabus are still not completed. and you don't know just how much we have to study for bio unless you take bio yourself cos you hafta memorize lotsa stuffs. so yeah, in short, i feel screwed.

it's my bad. i should've studied consistently throughout my two years in aj. but because i didn't, i'm now churning out shit grades.

i think today pretty much sums up a not-so-good day for me. cos the first thing i remembered in the wee hours of sunday morning was the mum telling me to wake up and get ready cos the uncle from the maternal side had passed away. and i clearly remember my brain not registering the information at all cos i couldn't understand how such a healthy person could suddenly pass away. visits to the kampong will never be the same again...

and then for drama today, a pathetic number of people turned up, so we couldn't really achieve what we wanted to do.

and another thing was being lied to. you know, i think the worst thing anyone could do is lie to you. i believe people should always be honest [unless the truth hurts too much la]. i'd rather people tell me the truth.

i'm pretty good at sniffing out lies. i know when people lie to me. you don't need a crash course to go for your gut feeling. i know.